It seems as time goes on and we near the 1 year mark of his death, it's getting harder. Anxiety is at an all time high. Hearing Christmas music in the stores is playing on emotions and bringing up so many memories. Additionally I am seeing and hearing more stories of babies being still born, miscarriage , preterm birth and congenital complications for full term births. I am glad I am trying to do my part by collecting donations for Bliss. I hope to find more ways to help. Whether you know someone currently going through these situations or maybe to remember a baby who is now doing well, or an angel, please donate this holiday season and beyond. I hope my son Saif looks down on me feeling proud of his mom, and daddy too for helping those in need just as he was helped while he was here. I miss you bubby...Saif, my angel.